Awkward within myself searching for balance!
The insecurities run through your mind
Are these my thoughts are these my feelings is this my true self?
Where do I begin
While I critically examen myself
Search for an escape
Feeling the room heat up as my thoughts race out of control
Can I be all alone
Feeling like a caged animal on display
Only to retreat with in myself
To calm myself
BREATHE
Control my body
Trying not to disassociate
Focus
Why do I torture myself
Can’t I just fit in my skin
Soul trying to escape the flesh that binds me
Always searching for that peaceful place
Awkwardly waiting
To find my true self
In a world full of fakes
Awkward
by, FRL
frlwritings
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